No Smoking In The House

I really wasnt going to write about this right now. Cause I just started trying and didnt want a public failure on the record. But I decided to go ahead and spill my guts on my latest quest.

I am trying to stop smoking. Yes. I am. It is hard. I cut way back yesterday. My cigs are in the car so if I just have to have one, I must go get it from the car. Very inconvenient since I usually smoke in the recliner with the ashtray by my chair. Also, when this pack of cigs is gone Im not buying anymore. Since I smoke a pack a day and they are around 4 bucks a pack, I stand to save a lot of money. If I lived in Australia I would really be saving, a friend of mine told me cigs start there at 16 bucks a pack! WOW!

At this moment I am very edgy, nervous, high-tempered (the TV is making me mad) and it almost physically hurts. I am holding out on my morning cig because I know the longer I hold out the better off I will be. Going cold turkey is right around the corner because I think there are like 2 cigs left in that pack. So it is getting ready to be rough.

Wish me luck, because Im not sure how well I will do with this. And whatever you do, dont be disappointed if I fail. Not setting myself up to fail mind you, I just already know what a hill this is going to be for me.